I have been mystified by the duality of being a woman. We have this ability to be innately strong yet soft all in one breath. I tend to muscle through situations. Push harder, work harder, fight hard. I’ve always worn my scrappiness as a badge of honor. Like as if my strength to power through made me heroic. But as I get older- maybe hitting my late 20’s- I am curious more with the softness. The softness that accepts the fear currently residing in my belly. Or the softness that appears when shedding my protective controlled layer. If I let my vulnerability spill over, bravery will always meet me on the other side. So I am working on it, slowly and in my own time. Letting kindness lead me when I just want to fight with myself or others. That when pain hits me, my spine doesn’t stiffen and or my breath hold tight. Our moments are so fleeting and random in this life, and I want to feel them all.
I took this picture on a hot day in Laguna beach with my dear friend Steph. I always fall in love with images on extreme spectrums. I love the natural in between raw shots. And I also love the dramatic angular images that feel other worldly. I love seeing how my power comes across, but also the more gentle real side. 

Photos by Steph Arant
One piece by Summersalt, Neckacles by Missoma x Lucy Williams. 



It's official- green is having a moment this summer. Slime, key lime, neon, From runway to street style, this color adds a punch to everyday stylings. I tend to not chase trends each season, but when it comes to color experimenting I an sucker. 
When French brand Rouje popped up in Los Angeles, I was thrilled to try on their pieces in real life. It was a little taste of Paris for my sunny California summer. I instantly fell in love with this print right off the rack. This time of year, matching sets make styling so easy. Versatile, feminine, and simple. I paired this look with my suede with LA based Marais sandals. I bought these sandals last summer, not knowing this shade would be so cool. 
Rouje skirt + top, Club Monaco blazer, Marais sandals, Sonix sunglasses, Topshop purse. 

Over the weekend, I had my first real beach day of the season. My dear friend Steph took me to one of her favorite beaches in Laguna. I tend to stick to Malibu, but now I am adding this to my list when I am craving some sun and salt. 
I walked into the ocean. The pacific icy and sticky on my skin. I leaned over to get my hair wet. A wave then knocked me off my feet, causing me to tumble head first into the water. I stood up dripping, the taste of salt on my lips. And all I could do was laugh. There’s something that happens to me every summer. A peeling away. The wanting to reveal. To wear less clothes, to show more of me. Because my skin craves the sun and warmth and sky but so does my heart. So I let go. I find joy. Which somedays this winter felt terribly impossible. I hope for more days at the beach this summer. Where I catch that wave, that freedom of simply being me.
 L*Space Swimwear, Honey Punch Button Down Top, Huma Blanco Sandals, Vintage basket bag, Tacori x Who What Wear Gold Bracelet. 

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